I'm 30 now, I have one child a ittle girl. She's my world. I loved camping, grilling out. Anything outdoor . I was a grader, excavator. I didn't do anything but I've got multiple sclerosis . For five years years now, I've lost a lot of friends. I don't see many people anymore. It's either ms has you or you have ms. I turned secondary progressive last year on my 28th birthday. The older I get with the ms, I've realized what doesn't kill me only gives me another attachment. lemons into lemonade. I wish I had another day to fix all of my wrongs, but I don't. It is what it is. I didn't do anything but I still have to live. People shun me, maybe it's my walker. I don't know but I still push on, nothing really gets me down. People tell me it could always be worse that at least I'm alive. It's kinda like been buried alive you hear people walking up and then you hear their voices get further away. I'm going to community, college.I just don't want to die a handicap I Gotta do something and I don't know but I sure would like a friend, this lonely crap sux. All I do is joke, this ain't nothing. I would like to talk with you drop me a line, thanks